Brain Dump Friday

Brain Dump Friday…
I really like the printer paper I bought the last time. Yay Staples!

I’ve been watching all the seasons of LOST lately, and I wonder if I were in the same position as Jack, would I blindly follow or would I fight all the way. Would I have ever had it in me to leave the island? Had I left, would I have gone back? BTW, it’s got to be exhausting being so good-looking and talented.

Am I the only one who sees faces in ordinary things? The front of a house, stereos systems, certain cars…I see faces. That makes me smile.

I like Jessup’s alarm sound…it’s a happy little song, that iPhone doesn’t have, and that’s the only thing I miss about my Droid.

Speaking of songs, I’ve had the song “Downtown” stuck in my head for a few days. I don’t know if I heard it somewhere, or what, but it’s starting to drive me crazy. Maybe I should take a walk downtown, and see if it helps with all the noise and the hurry.

I don’t think anyone reads these anymore, so I may stop.

I worry sometimes that things I do offend people. We all just have to live our lives, right? Some live differently than others. Some make choices that others wouldn’t make. I saw a sign recently that said, “Don’t judge me because I sin differently than you do”. But I don’t think a difference in lifestyle is necessarily sin. I think it’s just a difference in lifestyle, or personality, or beliefs.

I overheard someone talking about me (and my pretty, polka dot mixer) in church on Sunday, and it hurt so deeply. Something that I loved, and was proud of, and didn’t think was a waste of time was judged as just that…a waste of time. Time that I could have better spent doing God’s work or something more ‘worthwhile’. I thought it was worthwhile. Walking into my kitchen and looking at it makes me smile, and there are still plenty of days when a smile is hard to find. You may never see that, but in reality, don’t you just see what I CHOOSE to show you? You’d be amazed at how good I am at ‘faking it’. I’ve had a lifetime of practice. Having a childhood like mine, you learn very quickly to get over things, and look happy. I’m fighting some demons right now, and not sleeping well. Clearly that’s a bad combination.

This was not intended to be a rant, I apologize. Maybe I shouldn’t be so liberal in the dumping of my brain, but this has been on my mind all week.I think I need to blog again…

That is all.


One thought on “Brain Dump Friday

  1. I see faces, too. It particularly bothers me when I am in a public restroom and suddenly see a ‘face’ in the patterns on the floor, or on the wall or ceiling somewhere. I then feel as though I am being watched.

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